August 2010
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Tonight
I think tonight was nice. I performed in a little cabaret that seemed to be pretty well received, and then I went out for a quick dinner to Sonic with some of my best friends. It was fun. Pleasant.
I’m beginning to realize how much I’m going to miss these people when I’m gone this time next year. My best friend and I had a conversation in the car on the way home about how our...
July 2010
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I
I am crazy. I am loud. I am quiet. I’m awkward. I’m insecure. I tend to dominate conversation at home, and keep quiet with friends. I don’t like myself very much. I’m a hard worker but rarely am acknowledged for it. I am paranoid about the way I am perceived. I get a rush like no other when performing. I hate shopping because I feel like I don’t know what flatters my...
hitrecordjoe:
Nothing Big Song I wrote and...
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you. I'm sorry...
I wish I could fly, and magically appear and...
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Taken by me, Paris summer 2009.
Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you...
Taken by me, Paris, France, summer 2009. This was probably my favorite place in the city. The park behind the Notre Dame. There were many times in my 3 weeks here that I would just go with my summer reading, iPod, and a drink, and sit there for hours. It’s so beautiful and I can’t remember anything but pure happiness when I was there.
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Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being...
He has no idea, but from that time I met him in eighth grade and fell head over heels for him and became his best friend shortly after, I always imagined myself ending up with him, even if now wasn’t the time. His family adores me and we can always reconnect, even if it’s been weeks since we’ve talked. I don’t really feel so crazily about him anymore, though he still holds...
I hate those nights when everything bad seems 100...
I hate
Those times when you’re super sadgirl, and all you want is to be alone… And then a friend calls, and you think they’re gonna try to cheer you up, but it turns out they’re having a shitty night too, so neither of you can really do anything and it just sucks.
Let me be the curse that creeps under your skin,...
“I think there is something beautiful in revelling in sadness. The proof is how...”
– Joseph Gordon-Levitt
I'm still breathing
Tonight
We went out for the first family dinner we’ve had in a while.
I got a Shirley Temple.
This may have been the sad highlight of my week.
Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Jadey, Jadeski, Jadey-Wadey, J.
They all are just variations of my name or a combination of my first and last name.
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Home
Whenever I’m stuck in the house too long, I get really depressed. I have this need to be busy all the time. Or at least out of the house generally. I hate having too much time to think. I get depressed and mopey and I feel like I’m going nowhere in life and I reminisce on what could have been. Ugh.
GET ME OUT OF HERE
